I wonder how doctors decide what kind of doctor they want to be....so much to chose from ...yet some pick the oddest ones...

I tend to fuck more under pressure now more than ever. SUCKS! Makes me lose confidence in anything....err nah just at work. But in a way, it helps me want to learn more than ever to correct my mistakes. Its getting stressful...somewhat. Second day on the field was a bit exhausting...(i only slept a few hrs...this place is addicting that's why!) so I didnt get my bearing right and ended grabbing the wrong tools or not getting any needed tools whatsoever! I'm still in the learning phase...once I get it down it'll be cherry! (thats what I'm hoping!)

I can't wait for Sat. to come already. I missed being at the toystore. Seeing all my co-worker whom I can joke with...none of this serious crap. Yeah...something I'm good at!

(hmm I tend to use "bearing" instead of "mind" or "head"....must be that Bear Grylls dude! Curse you Man vs Wild!!)

garsh...its been 4 hrs later....almost since I last posted...Huuuge place I tell you...and drained because of its enormous depth (I really dont know what I'm saying....its confusing right now since I just made this today...hehe) 

Self note:
-look at all sides of a project before doing anything...

Yesterday at work I forgot they had the door key still in the keyhole before I was about to load it up on the truck. As I laid it down (door handle and key downside) the key snapped right at the start of the keyhole making it hard to tweezer out.....30 mins later they got it out but goddamn....that freaken scared the crap outta me. I thought I was gonna get fired at the spot instead being the "new" guy I got away with some scoldings and what to watch out for. Also my supervisor didnt put all the blame on me because they should'nt have put the keys out like that.....in the end it was alright....weird enough that same gate door....I had to help install at the job site making that day my first ever job site job!! No more sweeping the shop for hours...or odd tasks to last the 8 hour shift!

Tired and drained I learned new techniques and skills.....and somehow made this journal! ^_^

Man time flies...Hello LiveJournal! A first timer in this new realm. Its soo....white and big...its a bit overwhelming. Errr...dunno really what to write right now...